brainweird theabarataraba Length 83 playlists Updated November 14, 2018 playlists featuring mental illness, actuallyborderline, and ocd music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete I'm still here but all is lost by njezan I'm still here but all is lost by njezan 465 56 19 tracks mental illness anxiety depression neuroatypical neurodivergent The Crooked Kind by theabarataraba The Crooked Kind by theabarataraba 44 12 22 tracks brainweird angst ocd self hate depression gem Beware by theabarataraba Beware by theabarataraba 167 63 12 tracks brainweird violent impulses mental illness ptsd ocd Glitch by theabarataraba Glitch by theabarataraba 14 4 10 tracks mental illness brainweird glitch electronic ocd gold what's in your head? by carrot flowers what's in your head? by carrot flowers 4829 476 12 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd actuallyborderline mental illness robogoth by vulcanot robogoth by vulcanot 31 9 10 tracks glitchkin robotkin androids electric president son lux Fuzzy Mindspace by Vriskahatesyou Fuzzy Mindspace by Vriskahatesyou 54 11 8 tracks glitch unreality glitching glitchkin gold everything is moving so fast and im seeing shit that isnt real by morbid-mutt everything is moving so fast and im seeing shit that isnt real by morbid-mutt 780 109 12 tracks psychosis hallucinations delusions actuallyborderline pseriouslypsychosis gem just don't look underneath. by kuriyama just don't look underneath. by kuriyama 180 59 8 tracks personal bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness actuallyborderline Bad Medicine by CombustingGiraffes NSFW Bad Medicine by CombustingGiraffes 221 16 24 tracks manic bipolar mental illness suicide boggled mind by Marble Hornets boggled mind by Marble Hornets 32 7 9 tracks psychosis brainweird anxiety violent impulses ocd gold The Shadows Ate Her Sanity by Glitzandshadows The Shadows Ate Her Sanity by Glitzandshadows 1440 131 18 tracks gothic metal symphonic metal female fronted metal Cluster Bedazzling by theabarataraba Cluster Bedazzling by theabarataraba 50 10 24 tracks cluster b actuallyborderline bpd hpd npd i only smile in the dark by smolidan i only smile in the dark by smolidan 6 1 30 tracks bpd personality disorders WOULD YOU BE MY THOUSAND FUCKS by captainpallas WOULD YOU BE MY THOUSAND FUCKS by captainpallas 709 84 10 tracks brainweird violent impulses psychosis violence mental illness You Should Be Scared of Me by CombustingGiraffes NSFW You Should Be Scared of Me by CombustingGiraffes 136 9 10 tracks mental illness bipolar manic delusions Black and White by CombustingGiraffes Black and White by CombustingGiraffes 77 5 13 tracks bpd metal mental illness hard rock borderline personality disorder gold ⒹⓎⓈⓉⓄⓅⒾⒶ by Asteriia ⒹⓎⓈⓉⓄⓅⒾⒶ by Asteriia 1940 219 18 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder upbeat personal Worshiped and Adored and Never Be Ignored by GrimmPerspective Worshiped and Adored and Never Be Ignored by GrimmPerspective 248 20 13 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird mental illness i may stab you someday but i still love you by kittenparts i may stab you someday but i still love you by kittenparts 97 9 12 tracks bpd brainweird mental illness violent impulses I keep my monsters tightly leashed by Anninyn I keep my monsters tightly leashed by Anninyn 197 24 10 tracks werewolf mental illness weird bpd monsters gold ★ в ι т є ★ by Asteriia ★ в ι т є ★ by Asteriia 1536 161 12 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder upbeat personal Dissociative by theabarataraba Dissociative by theabarataraba 146 31 44 tracks dissociation depersonalization derealization brainweird bpd Impulse by theabarataraba Impulse by theabarataraba 525 74 31 tracks actuallyborderline bpd impulsivity violent impulses brainweird × GO FUCK YOURSELF × by Keazer × GO FUCK YOURSELF × by Keazer 236 33 8 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd angry mix my mind is set on overdrive by shawnspencer my mind is set on overdrive by shawnspencer 182 24 8 tracks brainweird delusions paranoia idk personal mentally ill + ready 2 dance by hannibalzester mentally ill + ready 2 dance by hannibalzester 460 19 8 tracks pop punk indie rock mental illness upbeat brainweird my head is spoiled by fumblemouth my head is spoiled by fumblemouth 311 53 12 tracks bpd mental illness brainweird borderline personality bipolar disorder watch out for those kids by tinygs watch out for those kids by tinygs 54 3 8 tracks brainweird npd bpd Borderline Personality Disorder by theabarataraba Borderline Personality Disorder by theabarataraba 525 77 48 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness personal actuallyborderline Neurosis/Psychosis by theabarataraba Neurosis/Psychosis by theabarataraba 237 32 38 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird actuallyborderline i bet you hate me now by avatarbeat i bet you hate me now by avatarbeat 665 96 16 tracks brainweird mental illness bpd dpd SICK IN THE HEAD by feelster SICK IN THE HEAD by feelster 273 29 12 tracks brainweird neurodivergent bpd mental illness IM A DEMON AND I CANT DO LAUNDRY by harmalade IM A DEMON AND I CANT DO LAUNDRY by harmalade 398 53 18 tracks mental illness ocd derealization paranoia brainweird last words by splicers last words by splicers 442 60 10 tracks personal brainweird bpd is it a mix or an autobiography.. who knows crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid 618 94 7 tracks emotional abuse schizoaffective brainweird gold Float by Rosae Float by Rosae 1321 157 16 tracks dissociation depersonalization derealization brainweird sweet tunes i'll eat you alive by fariepudding i'll eat you alive by fariepudding 169 20 21 tracks dissociation mental illness avoidant personality disorder vocaloid animalistic as a euphemism. by moodyplants animalistic as a euphemism. by moodyplants 210 27 12 tracks bpd violent urges experimental brainweird noisy gold ?!?!? by pariahdaisy ?!?!? by pariahdaisy 4705 617 13 tracks mental illness for that feeling in the back of your head telling you the world is going to fall apart even if it feels solid under your feet brainweird cold skin by voidqueer cold skin by voidqueer 179 21 8 tracks brainweird how do emotions work anyway confused dysphoria I think I need some help by LazLozer I think I need some help by LazLozer 53 6 11 tracks brainweird fuck everything try to stop slipping shiiiiiiiiit Wolf Who Cried Boy by HaPi Wolf Who Cried Boy by HaPi 829 71 13 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird sad indie headsick by ritazien headsick by ritazien 548 29 12 tracks bpd actuallyborderline brainweird gold i don't have to feel this way by avatarbeat i don't have to feel this way by avatarbeat 1672 130 13 tracks mental illness personal brainweird bpd gold my manic and i by karpathy my manic and i by karpathy 1822 238 9 tracks bpd brainweird psychosis schizotypal gold where are we to go? by compulsiveboy where are we to go? by compulsiveboy 1366 145 8 tracks anxiety brainweird this playlist isnt very well put together but neither am i gold whose memories are these? by goreadult whose memories are these? by goreadult 4361 578 10 tracks dissociation unreality mental illness brainweird gold my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 1323 178 11 tracks psychosis bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness brainweird i hope it stays dark forever by 8ig8itch i hope it stays dark forever by 8ig8itch 185 16 13 tracks me brainweird dissascioation folk OFF & ON by villainpositivity OFF & ON by villainpositivity 768 88 10 tracks brainweird depression disassociation /screams by fissure /screams by fissure 209 16 10 tracks mental illness brainweird psychosis personal It's Out There And It's Gonna Get You by shamemachine It's Out There And It's Gonna Get You by shamemachine 201 32 9 tracks paranoia brainweird psychosis psychotic hallucinations godwalk by morguewater godwalk by morguewater 304 31 10 tracks mental illness psychosis delusions of grandeur mania bipolar gold oozing mud by traumatique oozing mud by traumatique 2364 210 10 tracks brainweird schizoaffective mental illness nonhuman psychosis gold mind*leakbrain*leak by rolling.cone mind*leakbrain*leak by rolling.cone 1218 101 8 tracks delusions mind brainweird bpd psychosis I Am My Own Ghost by Ink&Tar I Am My Own Ghost by Ink&Tar 361 37 11 tracks depression brainweird dissociation drdp inhuman im afraid im a slave by grumdark im afraid im a slave by grumdark 491 30 8 tracks mental illness brainweird badbrains paranoia delusions beginning of the end by kuramaa beginning of the end by kuramaa 34 6 9 tracks brainweird blood alternative electronic indie dying&dead by bighornsheep NSFW dying&dead by bighornsheep 95 6 9 tracks brainweird mental illness tried to use only songs that i owned didnt work gold can you see it too? by lynsbit can you see it too? by lynsbit 3028 446 18 tracks mental illness hallucinations psychosis brainweird Paranoia by theabarataraba Paranoia by theabarataraba 166 16 23 tracks paranoia mental illness schizophrenia original character mix malkavian Depersonalization by theabarataraba Depersonalization by theabarataraba 302 38 14 tracks depersonalization mental illness dissociation derealization Trauma by theabarataraba Trauma by theabarataraba 205 15 13 tracks ptsd post traumatic stress disorder mental illness river tam fanmix Lurking by Honeyinthesun Lurking by Honeyinthesun 177 13 10 tracks creepy halloween chills nightmares Don't Wake Up by Schattenkrahe Don't Wake Up by Schattenkrahe 278 31 16 tracks characer inspiration nightmares dreaming instrumental dark Telomeres by spaceopera Telomeres by spaceopera 144 18 13 tracks anxiety unhappy amanda palmer bastard fairies faun fables gold ROTTING MEAT by caninedistemper ROTTING MEAT by caninedistemper 1079 191 18 tracks psychosis darkness monster a wolf is not afraid of a barking dog by caninedistemper a wolf is not afraid of a barking dog by caninedistemper 960 99 15 tracks darkness nonhuman otherworldy blood death gold eating one's own flesh by caninedistemper eating one's own flesh by caninedistemper 1357 209 12 tracks psychosis mental illness feral nonhuman holy gem are you afraid of the wolves? by caninedistemper are you afraid of the wolves? by caninedistemper 913 97 18 tracks werewolf darkness mythology wolves nonhuman These are the reasons I think that your ill... by katiemrose96 These are the reasons I think that your ill... by katiemrose96 554 41 8 tracks chronic illness mental illness sick moody indie gem i've changed my mind so much / my mind's changed me so much by toonimal i've changed my mind so much / my mind's changed me so much by toonimal 783 99 12 tracks mental illness bpd borderline personality disorder don't look at me ; by Sasstiel don't look at me ; by Sasstiel 457 25 9 tracks mental illness psychosis anxiety paranoia Leave me alone (don't leave me) by punkarsenic Leave me alone (don't leave me) by punkarsenic 764 62 24 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird negative personality disorder i'll be dust by fissure i'll be dust by fissure 164 13 10 tracks mental illness bpd Failure to Thrive by hawkschild Failure to Thrive by hawkschild 331 31 113 tracks borderline bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness personality disorders gold i may snap by thetranstrendiest i may snap by thetranstrendiest 897 100 15 tracks mental illness psychosis brainweird trauma gold ode to madness by foreordain ode to madness by foreordain 725 144 8 tracks dionysus greek mythology greek gods worship things that happened at night by princess-heisenberg things that happened at night by princess-heisenberg 272 17 14 tracks nirvana grunge drugs alcoholism depressed alcohol... (ism) by recessionroyalty alcohol... (ism) by recessionroyalty 58 3 13 tracks alcoholism addiction drinking ska alternative im ok by rolling.cone im ok by rolling.cone 558 61 8 tracks brainweird psychosis bpd mental illness Hellspeak by BrotherFameuxTheFirst Hellspeak by BrotherFameuxTheFirst 21 3 8 tracks #rage insanity & nightmares