GOD THIS WHOLE FUCKING MIX, IT'S JUST TOO PEFECT FOR THE HEADCANON THAT STARTED IT ALL god the things we didn't know, past bella could never have imagined what sharing that headcanon would turn into but wow I regret NOTHING. anyway, starting this mix off with a solo version of trust nobody is E V E R Y T H I N G so much of alia depends on the fact that aria is the best liar of the group, genuinely given the choice, aria could've taken her and ali's past to the grave, A themself wouldn't have been able to get it out of either girl, AND SOBER JUST GOD "jack and jill get fucked up and possessive when they get dark" ALI WHO CAN'T HANDLE ANYONE BEING INTERESTED IN ARIA, NOT NOEL KAHN, DEFINITELY NOT HER OWN BROTHER, OR JENNA, N O O N E, and ofc this mix just would not make Sense without bad things, but we get by with it indeed, they take what they can get from each other and it's a fucking miracle that it never imploded on them, AND DO I WANNA KNOW, MAYBE I'M TOO BUSY BEING YOURS TO FALL FOR SOMEBODY NEW, G O D, the bad things/I don't wanna live forever mashup is Flawless and of course, of fucking course, so it goes, literally everything about it, "all eyes on you, my magician" JUST SO MANY VIBES SO MANY FEELINGS, and following it up with explosion and strange love is just a T R I P L E WHAMMY OF AN ENDING of fucking course I have to mention "they know I walk like I'm a god, they can't believe I made you weak" fucking teen god ali who works so hard to hide her weakness for aria, and ofc "everybody wants to know" because it's Ali and everyone (especially ezrA) wants to know but aria isn't gonna fucking tell them ANYTHING all they have is speculation and opinions and guesses, no one but Ali and Aria know what they were and what they are (and what they will be) just god what a mix tbh